I've been having a good time, but somehow I'm still in a funk. We go out, and I have a good time, then I get home and feel horrible. I feel like I can't compete, like I don't have "it" anymore. Did I ever have it, anyway? It feels like I did. Where did it go I wonder...
I've been taking my medicine so I don't know what the deal is.
I'm not sure how to pull myself out, especially with all the stress. Work is rough, I'm stressed out about money, trying to cut back so I'm bummed about missing the ski season.
So I just sit at home in my pjs... knowing I'm missing the beautiful weather, knowing I'm missing the fun. But I still can't make myself move.