Let the madness begin!

Well, this is the start of the craziness at work. I feel so behind already. I need to hurry and learn my techs tonight. Tomorrow hopefully won't be too late, but after Sunday I'll basically be out of commission for a few days.

On top of the work thing, I have an lcc paper due monday and an MSE take-home test to do sometime this week. Hopefully I'll get the MSE test done by Monday morning cause after that I won't even be going to class. :-p

When I got home today I was very motivated to get my work done, but now it has left and I'm back in a funk. I understand my funk... but I don't want to be in it. My new cycling friend said something very wise today...

"Life is Completely Random yet Everything Happens for a Reason"

So... is my situation random? Did I not put myself in it and keep pushing it? I did enter into it with the best intentions, and now I am confused. I never thought that I could be having thoughts like these. Perhaps nothing is really going on and I've just surprised myself by even thinking the things I have been...

At the same time, half of the things are completely irrational. Could be that this "situation" doesn't even exist. And I must be crazy. Maybe this is another character test... haven't I grown enough this year already?!?!

Now that I've completely confused everyone... time to be productive!